Saturday, June 30, 2007
Before the AD Camp3, my leader - Coach mel told us to write down the things that i will want to see in this camp. I wrote many things. I prayed that i will receive them! I know that by faith in Him His grace will sure happen! Even though not all i prayed happen yet, but i know that God knows when is the best time for me to receive:)
One of the things that i prayed, Happened in the camp, is the feelings towards my dg, brother william. I prayed that my dislikeness n hated of him will be no more on Him, because ever since i met Him, i started dun like him because of His appearance and hated him because of the actions and the way he talk. after a long time I felt foolish n stupid to be in this way. i felt that i'm unreasonable too. After that i tried in all my will alot of times to change my thinking towards him but it's hard....Through out the time it just get me more n more dislike him..One day a voice speak to me"pray". i know is lord so i prayed!=) I leave it to Daddy God n rest in Him as i know in Him its done Because i'm the king and priest! Human can only do wat they capable of whereas God can do everything even the impossible He can sure do it too! As i'm in christ i sure can do anything. As in Christ nothing is impossible...
So through out the camp...my feelings/ or relationship between Him was slowly recovered. i started to talk to him in a feeling that i feel so good, peace. and i started to wait for him when we are going to assemble, unless he left before me and the impression of him that i have slowly to be good. As for me if i dislike that person or hated tt person, i will not get close or care about him n i will not talk to him at all unless someone ask me for a favour and even if he talk to me i will just answer wat he asked, in an uneasy feeling. BUT in this camp its so different..i just slowly accept him..WOW!! thank you Daddy God(: i love u Daddy God!